Monday, December 18, 2023

The Adventure of Books

As a young boy he spent many hours in his Grandmothers Attic. Since he always stayed during the summer breaks from school, and the house was in the heart of Florida, the attic was always hot. It wasn’t a punishment. It was an adventure.

The house set back on a large lot that sat on a corner. The downstairs rooms were filled with furniture from a time when things were abundant with decorative flourishes. There were tables with fancy carved legs that ended with clawed feet. The claws wrapped around small wheels that were shaped like balls. The main focus of the room was a brilliantly embroidered, floral print couch with three humps on the back. To the boy, it looked like a deformed camel that wandered out of a garden. The cushions were stiff, but he was never allowed to sit on it. He wasn’t allowed to sit on most of the fancy chairs in the living room. That was her room and was used for entertaining her friends.

His room was the attic. 

The attic was long and narrow with a steeply pitched ceiling that rose from low walls. At one end was a tall, narrow window that looked out over the front lawn. That window was always blocked by the items stacked in front of it: his Grandmothers art supplies; easels, boxes of oil paints, framed canvases both blank and painted with scenes of Florida. There were also several old, well worn, musty suitcases sitting in the pile. Other boxes, equally old, and well worn, filled any empty spaces.

At the other end of the attic, steep stairs headed down to the fancy rooms. At the top of the stairs was another tall, narrow window. This over looked a metal roof. The roof ended with a view that was blocked by trees, large palmetto bushes, and one massive Elephant ear plant. Sometimes he would open this window and sit, half inside, half outside, and watch the squirrels and birds.

There was another window in the middle of the room but it had been fitted with a massive exhaust fan. The fan filled the window with a three foot wide blade that turned slowly by a rubber fan belt that always wobbled when it was on. The fan was usually on, drawing in the stale air from the ground floor and blowing out into the Florida heat. Sometimes, at night, he would reverse the fan so it drew in the fresh, night air.

Between the two windows lived random chairs, book cases, and a single bed. There was nothing fancy in the attic. The book cases were filled with old books. Stacks of National Geographic magazines were scattered about the room. The yellow covers, bright against the rest of the room, beckoned to learn of adventures buried within their pages. He spent many an hour visiting the far flung places they described.

It was one book in particularly that really caught his imagination. The cover was a nondescript medium gray, and felt like a course fabric. There were no words on the slightly frayed cover, only two small, stylized birds on the lower right corner. The were embossed in gold. The book was twice as wide as it was high. It took both hands to hold it open.

The inside of the book was equally deficient of words. Black and white photos spanned both pages. Brief, tiny type at the bottom of the page had a description of the scenes shown. The photos showed amazing landscapes that could never be found in the flat lands of Florida: Ragged mountain peaks, snowy rolling valleys, craggy bays filled with boats and quaint villages. At the time, it was a world he could not have imagined.

He would curl up with this book, take his toy cars and pretend he was driving though the fantastic scenes in the book. He would drive through quaint villages, stop at a rushing mountain stream for a picnic, climb the steep mountains until he stood in the clouds, hike across the alpine meadows, and explore every nook and cranny of the craggy bays. Every photo held a multitude of adventures.

This book still lives with me. While I haven’t thought of it in many years, for some reason, the GBE topic of "What book that you've read was life changing?" made me think of this book and all the memories it evoked. I don’t know that it was a “life changing” book, but I’m pretty sure this is where my wanderlust was born.

It was published in 1949. The title is “Der Ligger Et Land-Norway from Above”. According to google it translates as “There lies a country”

I’m sure it was something my Grandmother picked up in her many travels.

Have any books affected your life?

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

What is the music backdrop of your life?

 The music backdrop of my life is like a warm, enveloping blanket of eargasmic pleasure. It wraps around me, comforts me, soothes my soul, lifts my mood, reminds me of memories long past, makes me tap my feet, and is a constant friendly companion.

I play music in my shop when I work. I play music when I am at my computer. I play music when I read and even a lot times while I sleep. It’s playing right now. For some reason, I no longer listen to music when I drive. I used to blast it every time I went somewhere.

With a few exceptions, I love most types of music. There are a few genres that I don’t particularly like (Rap-they seem so pissed off! Speed metal-Ow my ears! and old Country/Bluegrass-a few of these twangy hits and I feel like drinking beers and kicking ass) Even in these categories I still manage to find some great songs.

I have several old blogs about music. I have a new blog started about how I started listening to music. I have over 37,000 music files (161 Gigabites) on my computer and over 400 LPs, CD’s and even quite a few 45’s. We won’t mention the 8 tracks collecting dust in a drawer somewhere.

So many great songs! So many hours of listening pleasure. There is no way I could pick a favorite. I tried once, quite a few years ago. I came up with over 100 favorite songs and 600 runner-ups. Since then I have added hundreds more.

Music is not a backdrop in my life. It is at the forefront and is a major part of life. I can’t imagine how drab life would be with out it.


But there are certain songs that have always been in tune with my life. Like me, they have been around for quite a bit.

Burning Bridges-Mike Crew Congregation

I was an Air Force brat and moved around quite a bit in my formative years. I once went to five schools in two years, and lived in eight different places during that time. In most cases I didn’t have much time to make really good friends, so it got easier to close the door on those friendships when we moved away. I think it also helped me resist the “peer crowd” mentality because I was always just on the fringe of several cliques.

I like the powerful feeling of this song-like you can just plow right on through anything.

“All the burning bridges that have fallen after me
All the lonely feelings and the burning memories
Everyone I left behind each time I closed the door
Burning bridges lost forevermore”

 Kodachrome-Paul Simon

I was a mediocre student in High school. I thought a lot of the stuff we were learning was useless information. Later in life I realized I was mostly correct. I also became very interested in photography. This song became a favorite and has remained there for years. My favorite lines:

 “If you took all the girls I knew when I was single

brought them all together for one night

I know they would never match my sweet little imagination”

Everything looks worse in black and white”

Like a Rock-Bob Segar

Every lyric in this song reminds me of my youth; It was a time when I felt indestructible and all my dreams where still untested. A time when my life was just starting to take off and anything and everything was a possible reality. If you don’t know this song, follow the link. You can thank me later.

 Stay Awhile-The Bells

This song was pretty racy way back in 1972. We considered it “our song” and played it at our wedding. I’m sure the church going crowd blushed way back then. Still married after 50 some years, so I guess I meant it.

She brushes the curls from my eyes
She drops her robe on the floor
And she reaches for the light on the bureau

 And the darkness is her pillow once more
How she makes me quiver
How she makes me smile
With all this love I have to give her

I guess I'm gonna stay with her awhile”


Cat's in the Cradle-Harry Chapin

Cat’s in the Cradle sums up my relationship with my father. We never had any animosity between us, we just never seemed to be in the same place at the same time.

I can also relate to Halfway to Heaven-Harry Chapin

“Now I have been a straight man and I've played it by the rules
I been a good man, a good husband, a good old fashioned fool.
I have a fine wife and two children just like everybody's got
But after fifteen years of marriage the fires don't burn too hot.

Ahh someone played a trick on me.
They set me up so perfectly
They Gave me their morality
And then changed the rules they set for me.
Someone must be laughing now,
Though it don't seem funny somehow,
How the world's accepting now
What they once would not allow
Back in my younger days.
The world has changed in so many ways.

My mother once said to me so many years ago now
Don't you touch those bad girls, so I never had girls
Until I had my Mary when we married.
My Mary then had my two sons
My life as a lover was already done
It was over before it had really begun.

Ahh someone played a trick on me.
They sent this little girl to me,
She is my new secretary
And she's something to see.
yeah She's a nice girl, but it's a young world
And she lives her life so free, and she sure gets through to me

She brings her pad into my office, she wears a sweater and a skirt
And somewhere deep inside of me something starts to hurt.
She's wearing nothing underneath, and I can see what's there to see
She smiles and says, "You wanted me?" I'd have to agree.

You know how much I want her,
And I know that I could have her.
I know I could, I know she would
Make love to me, so wonderfully.
God damn, I'm one crazy mixed up mixture of a man.

In my head all my life I've been a sinner,
And in my bed with just my wife I'm still a beginner,
But tomorrow night I'm taking that little girl out to dinner!

There's no tick tock on your electric clock
But still your life runs down.”

How does music affect your life?

Written for the GBE #17.